Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sighs~

"The clock is ticking..." I suddenly feel the emptiness in me over the last few years.

Indeed it has been some years since I was in a relationship. Perhaps I have become so used to being single that I already forgot how to fall in love again. Or maybe I am just not that "lovable" to the guys.

I hang out with guy friends on one-to-one basis (Would that constitute a "date"?). Let's say we classify them as dates. How come no date turn out fruitful? Don't tell me I scare them off? Or I am too good a buddy to be a gf? I really wonder what are the guys' opinion of me.

As the phrase goes "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus", I would love to know what is the impression I gave to the guys.

P.S. I'm still a woman who yearns to be loved, and to have the capability to love someone.