The Ups & Downs Of Life

I've been getting a little emotional these days. I could be happy one second and sad the next moment.

At least I know today I woke up feeling better, probably due to some quality sleep the previous night. I also woke up on time and went out early. The train was super not crowded. I had a lot of "fresh air" for once on the train heading directly to Pasir Ris.

I knew I wasn't going to bump into him on the train. I purposely took the earlier train. He has no reasons to give me any mean comments again. I reaffirmed that I was going to reach earlier than him, as I even saw him at the usual spot through the glass panel of the doors when the train went passed his station. However, I felt a little shocked when he actually called me up. I decided to be nice. I waited for him at the final stop. Perhaps I still treat him as a really good friend no matter what happened between us previously. I knew I still care for him as a friend, and I hope he can stop being mean to me. Let's see if fate will bring us together on the same train tomorrow.

I also found a new motivation at work. My mentor handed me an assignment to do, which will keep me occupied. Researching for this assignment is certainly better than just doing self-studying. I could feel the fighting spirit in me even though the task is not an easy one to begin with. My other mentor has also given me a briefing on financial modelling today. He will try to finish up the briefing tomorrow. The topic is an interesting one. At the same time, it is also a complicated subject. I really hope to master as much as I could. These two things should keep me rather busy for the next two weeks.